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21 May 2011 @ 03:42 am

there's so many surprises this week about L'arc en Ciel..
Preparing concert, New single, New PV, or maybe New album later, LOL..
and i'm so happy to hear all the good news x)...

so here i wanna share, all about L'arc en Ciel newest single : Good Luck My Way..
clicky if you're feeling lucky ;)Collapse )
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: L'arc en Ciel - Good Luck My Way
15 May 2011 @ 08:03 pm

Yes, I just noticed. In the afternoon sun,
I am still here, sleeping,
wondering why the scenarios in my head aren't going as planned. But, 

because I can't see you today, I'll just lie in my bed, eyes closed.
Even until tomorrow, and the day after that, I'll just watch the you in my dreams.

I want to sway with your smile forever,
flowering as strong as the sun.
because my heart is hurt, it hurts, and it's about to break.
If these wishes never come true, at least let me wither away.

I can't even laugh anymore. You say the same words even in my dreams.
Beyond the window, I wonder what the real you is doing.

Clutching a birdcage, in a long distant yesterday,
I walked around, looking for you.

Even if the beautiful winds tempt me away,
I'm still desperately chasing you.
The sky is so blue, it looks like it's about to fall down
As I look up, it wraps itself around me.

like a flower flowers bloom in sunlight and I live close to you
like a flower flowers bloom in sunlight and I live close to you

I'll send countless seeds onto that hill
I'll cover it with beautiful flowers for you.
Please find me, find me quickly, because I'll always be here.
I'm still just waiting to be woken up.

I want to sway with your smile forever,
flowering as strong as the sun.
because my heart is hurt, it hurts, and it's about to break.
If these wishes never come true, at least please let me wither away.

<Flower by L'arc en Ciel>
...Music & Lyric : Hyde...

english translation credits to http://www.animelyrics.com/jpop/larcenciel/flower.htm
though i changed it a little bit..

= i also posted it in my FB's account yesterday, but i still want to post it here :)
why flower, why not their new song or the other?? well, i just feel like it..
no matter how many times i read it down, it still as beautiful as ever..
just like any other laruku's lyric written by Hyde, it always touches my heart.
he is so brilliant at making a beautiful metaphor =

this post is just a lil' celebration, for their welcoming back reunion after 3years on hiatus..
yes 3years, damn, it was such a long time, though they did release ONE song along those 3 years, but still i miss the old me, who overly excited every time they released a single, or there's a new PV, or something like that, i always rush to go the net cafe even if it was in the middle of the night, only to download their new releases as soon as i could...
and saving my money, to buy their album when it was released in my country, they were counted as expensive for me when i was in high school...
ahhh i really miss those moment ~,~

and, for their new song GOOD LUCK MY WAY...
i didn't get used to it at first, the beginning is kinda odd for me..
but the mood is really suits for Fullmetal Alchemist's soundtrack..
well, it is a good song after all, i just can't wait to hear more from them...

last but not least,
LOVE YOU ALWAYS, L'ARC EN CIEL... you're always be my inspiration :)

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: L'arc en Ciel - Flower
18 April 2011 @ 09:14 pm
Aside from sleeping and being awake, what is the longest consecutive amount of time you've spent doing one thing? What was it?

from monday to friday : WORKING !! it takes about 12hours gross, or 9hours nett...

and for weekend, reading yaoi xD~
i could spent about 5-7hours straight to read yaoi, sumtimes i even read yaoi while eating :)

i only spent 5-6hours to sleep in workdays, and 12hours to sleep in weekend ..
18 April 2011 @ 07:53 pm
i just change my layout.. love it very much >.<
although it's totally not my usual style, but who cares, i just love it xD~ ♥♥♥

okay, full credits to abellalayouts for the layout (though i change it a lil' bit)..
and for my user pic, credits to mokaffe ....i found lots of great artworks in there... :)

well, thats it then..
take care..
Current Mood: artisticartistic
17 April 2011 @ 04:50 pm
What is your idea of the perfect job? Do you think you'll ever get it?

am still young, so i haven't reach to the stage where i could say that what i am doing right now is the perfect thing to do for me..

but i do have a wish (a dream, if i may say so) about a job that i want to do in the future..
i don't think there's a so called "perfect job" for us, cause i think if i ever reach to that position where i want it so bad, i must have another thing to do again later, so it would never be perfect for me.. so i guess it's the best if i can do what i love to do for now, and keep walking toward my dream...

in my opinion, live is about pursuing your dream, that's the goal...
26 December 2010 @ 09:54 pm

May the miracle of Christmas fill your heart with warmth and love.
Christmas is the time of giving and sharing.
It is the time of loving and forgiving.
Merry Christmas to Everyone!
Current Mood: happyhappy
26 December 2010 @ 09:32 pm
can somebody please tell me, how to join afascinante  ???
i used to stalk their comm, but since i was so busy lately, i didn't know that they're already closed their comm :(
and stupid me, i never realized that i never join the comm in the first place, well i did join afasamour long time ago, but i never remember to join afascinante  coz, they always open their comm, so i thought i already the comm too.....
01 July 2010 @ 02:32 am
I'm bored, so here we go..
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
(yeah i suppose to tag someone, but i'm too lazy :p)

1. Last beverage: mineral water
2. Last phone call: my sister
3. Last text message: also my sister
4. Last song you listened to: err, Arashi - Love so sweet
5. Last time you cried: the day before my graduation ceremony (PMS involved in here)

7. Been cheated on: i guess yeah..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: don't think so..
9. Lost someone special: yes i had...
10. Been depressed: of course..
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope, never drink alcohol and i'm proud of it :)
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Current Location: bandung
Current Mood: calmcalm
09 May 2010 @ 08:19 am
I've got this from some website, i don't know whether it's true or not because i never live or go in the mention country here, well my country is indeed mentioned, but i talk about it later..
Some of it might be hilarious and doesn't even make any sense.. so let's just check it out :

It is forbidden to go outside home without wearing underwear (and how the heck we notice if someone wearing underwear or not ??)
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damn, i haven't slept yet, it's morning already and i have to go to Hey! Say! JUMP's gathering, i'm so excited but also sleepy, arrghh okay then i'll end up here.. huft i always suck at lj-cut :(
bubbye, have to take a bath :)
Current Location: roomie :)
Current Mood: sleepysleepy

This is gonna be short.. I just want to write this down...
I remember I ever read it in a book, this very famous quote taken from The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho :

“when you want something, all the universe conspires to make it happen..” 

Well I don’t remember the exact words, but the point is like that..
It’s a really good book by the way very inspiring, about dreams and following your heart. 

So what do you think ?? do you believe it, do you think it makes sense ??
Okay honestly even I don’t know if it’s true or not.. but I believe one thing, the universe really does conspiring in something. 

Well, it’s not a really big event, I mean the moment I felt that quote is some way true is not when I experienced something big.. surprisingly it’s simple, it’s just like something you would usually called “coincidence”.. such as, I remember when I felt regret about something and it made me really down, then suddenly in the middle of it my iTunes played the song “Let it be by The Beatles”, from 5.741 songs in my folder and it randomly played that song, isn’t it something?? As if to remind me that there’s a thing you have to go for it and never give up, and there’s also a thing that you have to just let it be, and never look back..
Oops, I just realized, I also wrote it in LJ,  just one post bellow..

And there’s also, when I had problem with ex-my best friend (right, we’re not friend anymore), and got really angry even though I realized the angrier the stupider I became, because isn’t it stupid and so wasting time to concern about someone who doesn’t even care at all about me, I got it in mind but still I can’t afford my anger to that person, even more she didn’t care to solve the problem, even to spoke to me again. She just run away and put all the blame to me, and left my anger unreleased.
Still exploded, I opened my facebook account to write it down about how angry and disappointed I was, but then before I wrote it, coincidently I read this in one of my friend status :

“Haters are confused admirer who doesn’t know the reason why everybody like you”
(by Paulo Coelho, again, lol really it’s all pure coincidence) 

And bam, just like that, all my anger just disappeared after I vivified that words, well okay I admit I still felt angry but at least I can cool it down, though I still can’t forgive her.
And then intrigued by that words I opened Paulo Coelho’s blog, and on the latest post he wrote a 10sec read : I don’t want to offend you, it’s a short story about the power of forgiveness.
yeah okay I’m not a saint, even now it’s still a little bit hard for me to forgive her, but at least all that coincidence is really opened my eyes, as if to remind me to become more patient when dealing with someone.

 Speaking about patience I have one more story, this happened about a week ago not long after I had my problem with my so called best friend, I got fortune-telling from someone, well I don’t truly believe with prophecy but I like it, lol, whether it’s true or not, good or bad I just take it as a reminder, but I wouldn’t think about it very much.
So he said : “all you need now is patience, you have to be patient whether it’s about human relationship or about achieving your wishes.” by the way I also in the middle of job-hunting now, and still waiting for  it, so he said it right about patience in achieving my wishes.                                                        

See, you would think that it’s all merely a coincidence, right ??
But when you think about the timing and all that, isn’t it a little bit amazing how it can be so precise.
And, if you recall this quote from xXxHoLic by Clamp :

“There is no such thing as coincidence, only inevitably fate”

 Then it all makes sense, right ??
What I’m trying to say here is, once again, whether we realize it or not, the universe is conspiring to make something in our life , no one knows how the way they do it, maybe it’s just something we merely known as coincidence, maybe they send us the signal by someone or something we would never think about, we’ll never know. So my point is pay more attention with our surrounding, and watch the sign, guys !! :)

 Fiuh okay I’m done, wow I don’t realize that it already this long, I said at first that this gonna be short, lol, guess I lied.. okay then take care minna, see you again :)

ps : i love pouting Saizou XD~~

Current Location: roomie :)
Current Mood: calmcalm